You're like sunshine finding its way through a cloudy sky, making everything a little warmer just by being there. I hope you know how much beauty you carry, not just in the way you look, but in the person you are. Time spent with you has been an experience unlike anything else I've ever known. Nothing I've done before has felt quite like this. You've made random ordinary days extraordinary that has endless memories worth keeping, conversations feel like places I could stay forever, and small moments feel bigger than I ever expected them to. It's strange how someone can enter your life so unexpectedly and somehow change the way you experience so much of it. You've become a little universe of your own in my life. I can spend forever exploring it, wandering through its depths, and dwelling in its beauty, yet still have so much left to discover because the universe is endless. There's always something more to learn, something new to admire, another profound part of you to fall in love with.

Sometimes, it hurts knowing how far away I am. There are so many things I wish I could do for you, and so many moments when all I want is to be there instead of being limited to a screen. I wish I could hold you when you're tired, pull you closer when the world feels too heavy, look into your eyes when I tell you how beautiful you are, and turn all these words into something you could actually feel. I wish I could be there for the little things, the unremarkable tuesdays, the random cravings, the quiet evenings, and the days when you have nothing to say but still want someone beside you. I yearn for the things that distance makes impossible, and sometimes even the thought of all the moments we're missing makes me wish the stars would rearrange themselves just to bring me closer to you. But until I can, I'll keep loving you from wherever I am, hoping that one day I won't have to imagine what it feels like to have you beside me.

Keep doing the things you love. Keep discovering new things, chasing the interests that make your eyes light up, and becoming whoever it is you dream of becoming. Eat well, drink your water, take proper care of yourself, and please be kind to yourself on the days when things don't go as planned. Dream ridiculously big. The future holds so much for you, more than you can probably see from where you're positioned right now. Life is so much bigger than the difficult days, the uncertainties, and the things that don't work out. There are entire skies you've yet to see, places you've yet to discover, and versions of yourself you haven't even met. And these aren't just things I'm saying to make you feel better. I've been there, trust me. I know that life can feel so small when you're stuck in a difficult moment, but there's always so much more waiting beyond it. And I'm sure of it because we're so similar. After all we're made of star stuff. There's so much out there for you. I hope you give yourself the chance to experience all of it.

And if life ever feels too vast, too confusing, or too dark, I hope you remember that even the biggest skies have their stars. You have so much light within you. You don't have to spend your life being sunshine for everyone else, like I've been framing you as. You deserve to be warmed by the sun, too. I'll want to be there to remind you to rest, to breathe, and to let yourself be taken care of too. You deserve softness, happiness, and the freedom to simply exist without carrying the weight of everything around you. You are the star to my soul, the light my eyes would search for even in an endless void. And if I were to experience another thousand lifetimes, I think I'd still look up at every moon, every constellation, and every quiet night and remember you. Maybe in another lifetime, I'd find you under a different sky, in another place, in another version of the world. And maybe I'd still feel that same little pull towards you, that inexplicable feeling of having found something familiar in a universe full of strangers. I'd like to think that no matter how many skies change above us, some part of me would always know where to look.

So, my Tara, wherever life takes you, I hope you never stop being curious, never stop dreaming, and never lose those little things that make you who you are. You are amzaing. I hope the world is gentle with you, but when it isn't, I hope you remember just how capable you are of making it through. And I hope that, somewhere among all the things life brings your way, there will always be moments that remind you how deeply you are loved. Thank you for being you. Thank you for finding your way into my life and making it feel so different from anything I've ever known. I don't know what every chapter ahead of us will look like, but I know there are still so many things I want to experience, learn, and discover with you. So many memories to make, so many ordinary days to turn extraordinary, and so many more versions of you for me to fall in love with.

But for now, I hope you enjoy your day, my love. I hope you laugh a little louder, smile a little more, eat something you really like, and find a hundred tiny reasons to be happy. Don't forget to take care of yourself. The world has so much waiting for you, and I want you to experience it all. I love you. I love you in all the ways I've learned to explain, and in all the ways I still haven't found words for. I love you beneath every sky, through every season, across every mile between us. Forever your Avi ♡